31... Alive and Kicking...

I turn 31 on Jan 14th. How did that small little girl grow up to be so demented, disturbed, troubled and psychotic?  I can't explain.  What's the point.  I'm usually very excited during this time of the year cos I like birthdays.  But this year.... it's just not the same.  Probably because I'm still injured and feeling very low.  And taking too long to recover. Yuck.

I don't know how old was I in that picture.  Here's another one.

 

 

I don't have many childhood pictures that are still there physically.  Cos one day I went berserk and burnt all my photos.  So much for trying to erase myself.  I'm still here.  Demmit.

 

This picture was from Form 3. I was 15.

I can't remember about this one. I think I should have been 17 by then. I think.

Ahhh... one of the peak stages of my fatness. I don't remember how heavy I was in this picture.  But my heaviest was 91kg.  Just about 3 years ago.

I do miss Jia and Rizal.  Probably cos they were one of the few friends who accepted me when I was so fat.

This was the lowest weight I have ever been since peaking at 91kg.   This was 63.8kg on 25th Nov 2011.  Just a day before I crashed the bike and put on 3 kilos since then cos I can't exercise due to the head injury sustained.

I've always been a slow learner.  It takes me some time to understanding something. Last year was probably the craziest year ever for me. Last year I had the best job in the world.  My boss and teammates were not based here with me. So I took the opportunity and chased 9 full marathons, two 100k's and 9 triathlons,  not including Powerman and other smaller distance running events in between.  I even tried to go up Mount Kinabalu in 3.5 hours for that Climbathon thing.  I've never even been up that mountain on a leisure basis.  I did so much last year, it's really psychotic.  But overall I think I did okay for a fat girl.

But as I turn 31 tomorrow and 2012 just started with me being jobless, hmm... what's in store for this year? I'm aiming for an Ironman Western Australia finish in Dec.  I don't know if I will make it. But I always start out races like this. Now knowing if I will. I just know I will be more satisfied knowing I tried.  Instead of being on the sidelines and wondering if I can.  But then most, if not all,  female metal monkeys are like this. Let's try everything at least once.  Can't find a party? Make your own.

To each one of you who've been so patient as my friend, congrats to you for surviving another crazy year with me!  :D    Hahaha.... Here's to 2012.  I look forward to finding out what else is in store!